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wraithfodder ([personal profile] wraithfodder) wrote2010-11-02 09:18 pm
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My dog's tale of woe, continued...

You know those TV shows, where someone rushes into the emergency room, carrying small child in arm. Everybody at the desk, staff and patients, all stop and stare and then someone yells "Triage needed!"

That was me, on Halloween night, with the dog.

He'd been at the vet the day before, and it was determined that his left eye was blind. That I probably had a better chance of winning powerball than he had of regaining any visiion. There were things to worry about, still, as the cause of the hemorrhage was still really unknown. A trauma? High blood pressure? a combination of both? We had to worry about secy-thingthing, where parts of eyes got stuck inside and caused pain. Well, that was Saturday.

On Sunday, the dog was just miserable. He was back on doxy for his anaplasmosis treatment, and we thought that was the problem. I noticed a slight discharge from eye, so applied warm compresses, which seemed to help. In between setting up for Halloween, I'd check on him. After all the Halloween stuff was set up, and I'd handed out candy to two batches of kids, I was back to warm compresses and then his eye began to bleed, like he was crying blood. So I called the emergency vet clinic, told them I was coming, stuck candy outside with sign 'help yourself' and left.

By the time I got down to vet clinic, the dog changed. I did not see it as it was night, and it was only when I came into clinic carrying the dog, whose eye was full of blood all over fur, that everybody saw it was all swollen in area too. The vet rushed out, asked what happened. I didn't know.  They took him in back. I gave them what history I had but then the vet who had seen with the original bleed came out and then took over. After a long while, they came out with their side of story. They had given him some heavy duty painkillers as his eye was killing him. I hadn't known as he'd never made one sound :(  They was tissue/something blocked around the eye. It could be a puncture or rupture, but the pressure was up so that could have been part of it. I was was able take him home. His eye looked better as they'd had to clean up a bit to examine, but still... went off to drugstore where I shelled out $$$ for one bottle of glaucoma drops. God, I don't know how people without insurance can survive! 

The next day I was able to get him into the optha... the eye doctor vet. He squeezed me in as this was sort of an emergency. After a careful exam, the prognosis was bad. He left eye was blind. There would be no more vision. Nada. He had a rupture. Yes, part of that blood from inside the eye. The choices were I could risk a surgery to fix the rupture, but with the pressure problems and other things, it would be an going and expensive battle, plus it would be painful for the dog. The best option was enculeation. This the technical term for removal, and in this case, of the entire eye.

As I type this, he's resting at the vet's, doped up on the good meds, after having his eye removed this afternoon. We also had a benign tumor on his removed at the same time. It was something that wasn't bothering him, but I also did not want to subject him to going under unless he had to. 

So when I got to visit him briefly after work. His head is all bandaged up and the vet folk said he was a very good patient and that surgery went very well. I did get a glimpse of the now eyeless eye and in all honestly of what i did see did not look bad at all. I must admit to being very squicky about eye injuries (I close my eyes when people get eyes poked out in movies, just eeeeuuuuu). Once all the fur grows back, it will look like he's squinting/blinking. Apparently this surgery is more common than I thought, as some co-workers had had dogs that had had it done, a friend had a horse who had had it done, etc.

This is the last good photo of him, a day before his eyeball ruptured and sent me fleeing to the vet in middle of night. 



He's already adjusted to the most part to loss of vision (although he still bumps into some things due to depth perception issues). It's gonna be a while before he can sit outside again and wait for the deer to arrive so they can stare at each other....

I know we had the right decision in the long run, even though it was difficult. Having an eye that couldn't see, that would require constant maintenance and cause pain, would not be right to inflict on the little guy. Sucks that I'm sitting here with probably $200 worth of drugs (eye drops, pills) that are now useless for the dog. Wonder if animal shelters accept them?

The worst part may be when he comes home, as he has to wear "the collar" (what i call the cone of silence) as he had it on at the vet very briefly and HATED it. Well, he's gonna have to learn to deal with it until the A-okay is given to not use it anymore. Meanwhile, I'll probably sleep on the floor next to him in the sleeping bag as that makes him a bit more comfortable. Ah, the things we do for our furry family. 


[identity profile] gyri.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
I think you made the right decision, too. He's so lucky to have a "Mom," like you, getting the very best TLC.

[identity profile] kodiak-bear.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Awwww, poor baby and poor momma! That must've been very scary. :(

I hear you on the costs. We've shelled out a small fortune this year and it's still ongoing. I'm at the vet 2-3 times a month and it's been one medication after another. Right now Loki has 3 meds, Zoe 2 and Frodo 2. The meds the others are on are courtesy of Miss Zoe, spreading her belly parasites to the others. Grrrrrrrrrr! But God bless, nothing as traumatic as an eye injury.

I think the worst thing is they couldn't say what caused it. All that and no clue what set it off, what a nightmare! Sending get well wishes and good luck with the cone.

[identity profile] tringasolitaria.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Aww. :( I'm sorry - poor thing. But it sounds like you did the right thing, and I'm sure he'll be happier in the long run. But wow - sounds like you really had a traumatic Halloween. :S

[identity profile] timespirt.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry hon. It sucks when your pet is in pain. Hope all goes well.

[identity profile] suekay-87.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad everything went as well as it could, and I hope he adjusts well...I've seen dogs with one eye before, and they do seem to get on well...They're much tougher than we are!

And as long a the medication's unopened, I think animal shelters would be able to take them.

*big hugs*

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, poor boo :( But you did the right thing. He won't be in pain, and animals do just fine with one eye. Heck, they do fine even when blind (had both - a one eyed cat then later a blind cat).

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be broke afterwards, though! but yeah, as much as I love having him with two eyes, I don't want him in any pain.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. Yeah, when I was at emergency vet, a guy was picking up his "$20,000 bulldog". He's sure he'd shelled out that much. I shudder to tally up my dog's bills but it's not that high, I do know that!

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, sucky halloween for sure. If it hadn't been real blood would have made very scary costume for the dog.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks!

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Alas, the dog had ONE drop of eye stuff before the final diagnosis was made, so, gah, waste of money. Others are prescription pills, so... next year's hazardous waste-medicine day I guess.

Thanks.

[identity profile] monkey5s.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
You don't know me, but I friended your LJ so I could keep up on the Stargate stuff. The fact that you have one of the loveliest Shelties I've ever seen turned out to be a terrific bonus.

We had a cat who became completely blind from glaucoma. He was fine (so long as furniture wasn't moved around). he just went by other senses. I expect your dog will be fine as he adjusts.

As for the major medical expenses for NOTHING, I am also unable to keep from trying such things. I have a cat now, who developed injection-based sarcoma, which is the most violently fast tumor growth the vet has ever seen. I've gotten her four surgeries to remove them, and the last time we tried an experimental treatment of chemotherapy after the surgery. That was four weeks ago, and right on schedule, there are two new tumors growing. The worst part? I know that, if my credit cards weren't maxed out from the other surgeries, I would probably have her in again. She's always so happy and bright, once the tumors are removed.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Heh, and the cat has cataracts! Yeah, he's done okay so far with one eye, since he's been blind in left eye for 10 days now. His depth perception is off but he'll eventually adjust, I'm sure.

[identity profile] hollow-echos.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
With pets myself, I know how hard it can be when they get sick or hurt. It's scary and nerve wracking...at the end of the day it's one of your family members in pain.

I'm sad to hear that he lost the eye, but on the other hand I'm extremely relieved that he's doing ok. You (and your puppy of course!) will be in my thoughts. I hope he has a quick recovery from the surgery.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
I did seriousy entertain the other option but the chances of any success were not really there, he'd still be blind in that eye and I was very leery of risking his kidneys after reading all the drug warnings!

Wow, I am sorry to hear your cat has tumors like that. I knew someone whose friends got tumors that just grew up overnight. Very virulent. Got them after licking up water near the railroad tracks, which apparently are herbicided up the whazoo!

[identity profile] suekay-87.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm...I would still take it along to your local shelter and see what they say...I'm only going by guidelines here so it might be different where you are, and someone may still make use of the pills.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I always worry when one of the pets has surgery. Last time the cat had surgery it took him days to recover from the anethesia. He was just happy happy purr purr and falling off furniture. But he recovered back to the screaming strident little kitty he is ;)

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
I might just do that. Worse they can say is 'no thanks'.

[identity profile] kosmikdawg.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, poor little guy. I hope he's feeling better and fully healed quickly. *hugs*
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[personal profile] aelfgyfu_mead 2010-11-03 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. I'm sure you did the right thing for him, but poor thing! And poor you!

[identity profile] stella-pegasi.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry sorry for the little guy, but once he heals from the surgery, he'll be feeling so much better, as will you. The fear of not knowing what is happening to them is sometimes harder than dealing with the problem.

But you're right, we have take care them, they are family, and he's very lucky to have such a good mommy.

Hope you both feel better soon.

[identity profile] luveskane.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
He's a lucky pooch to have a mom who cares so much for him. I am sure he will adjust quickly and be a happy pup once again.
sounds like you made the right decision for the long haul.
*hugs you* I imagine your stress level has been through the roof hon.

[identity profile] adafrog.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow. I'm so glad they finally got an answer for you. {{{hugs}}}

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Got my fingers crossed he heals up fast. I'm sure he feels better as I think the eye bothered him more than we really knew.

[identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com 2010-11-03 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks!

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