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wraithfodder ([personal profile] wraithfodder) wrote2010-11-18 09:47 pm
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Very bad news

My poor dog, nicknamed Frankenpooch, got through the eye surgery fine. It was healing just great. Then Rory started feeling poorly, being lethargic. Last night, his breathing was just not good, and when I touched his side, he yelped, so first thing this morning I took him to the vet. I had to leave him there, and the vet called me in the afternoon.

I had thought at first, something awful happened to his stomach or esophagus from the doxycycline, or it was a liver or kidney thing.

Unfortunately the vet told me that they x-rayed his chest, as when they listened, it was 'murky,' Now up until a week ago, besides not liking the antibiotic and such, he'd been fine. But.... the breathing problem was caused by fluid buildup around the lungs, in turn caused by a whole bunch of tumors. His lungs are full of cancer. There was never any indication, and the last time he'd been x-rayed he'd been fine, that he had any kind of cancer.

The news was simply devastating. I sat at my desk and cried, then left early. I won't go to work tomorrow becuase for all I know that could be his last full day with us. The vet said they coudl aspirate the fluid, but... it's painful, it has risks, and it will come back. We would just be prolonging the inevitable. He's now on steroids which will help inflammation, pain, etc., and lasix(sp?) to drain the fluids, but... it's possible he could have a couple weeks, or a week, but I'm thinking maybe more like days.

It's just horrible. He's been such a wonderful dog, despite chewing up my underwear, eating a hole in the floor, bringing ticks in the house and shedding nonstop... It's horrible now, and will be worse when we finally must take him to vet to let him go. I did that with my cat many years ago and had hoped I'd never have to do that again :(  And now his one eye will never grow out the fur, so he'd look at me with that wink. He would have been rather handsome, even with only one eye...

[identity profile] bbuttercup.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
:-( I'm so, so sorry.

[identity profile] luveskane.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry hon * hugs you both tight*

[identity profile] kosmikdawg.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. *hugs*

[identity profile] tringasolitaria.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no. I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] mcsheplovers.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry! Losing an animal is so painful. Hang in there.

[identity profile] tavabean.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
My heart goes out to you and Rory.

[identity profile] jeyla4ever.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

[identity profile] syble4.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry hun. I've gone through something like this myself. In the end, all anyone can do is make sure they don't suffer.
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[identity profile] l-jade.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear that. :( *hugs*

[identity profile] shansgrl.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I am so sorry. *hugs*

[identity profile] kodiak-bear.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, I can imagine how devastated you're feeling right now. :( I'm so sorry!

I've always prayed my puppies will pass in their sleep so I'll never have to make the call of heading to the vets that final time. I just don't know if I ever could.

*hugs* Hoping the end is easy for all of you, poor fur baby, such a rough time to end like this. :(

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
*Hugs*
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[personal profile] colls 2010-11-19 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
I am SO sorry to hear that. Losing a pet is incredibly hard.

[identity profile] stella-pegasi.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Oh...so sorry for this little guy and his family. Somehow, those who made us, got it all wrong. These wonderful creature should live as long as we do. I have, as almost all of us have, been through this more times than I ever thought I could handle...but I need them in my life and they need us.

Cherish him and know that he loves you, like you love him.

[identity profile] adafrog.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. {{{hugs}}}

[identity profile] gyri.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
I am so, so sorry hon.....making that decision is never easy. I've had to do it with a number of pets. I am comforted knowing I did not prolong their pain and illness when there was no hope for recovery, and gave them a gentle way to ease out of this life, surrounded by love and comfort.

You did good by him, gave him love and the best of care.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

[identity profile] vecturist.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
{{{Hugs}}}

[identity profile] kristen999.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry hon. Hug him tight. You did very good by him and he knows that.

[identity profile] bramble-rose.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, no! I'm so sorry :(

[identity profile] elayna88.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. That's tough news to handle. *hugs*

[identity profile] ladyniko.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. :( That is just devastating news.

It's a hard call to make when it's time to let our furry friends go. I just had to do it in June w/ my old feline master Lovecraft and I keep thinking he'll be behind me at times, even though I know he won't be. (However, having the new brats - Jack & Daniel - helps since they are completely different personalities. :) )

[identity profile] timespirt.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry hon. I wish there was more I could say or do for you. It just sucks after all the dog and you went through already

"HUGS"

Time

[identity profile] cimmerdeux.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
OMG I'm so, so sorry. That's a really hard thing to deal with especially when there's no warning (I had that happen with one of my cats), it just hits you. I've had to let several of my little guys go over the years and it never gets easier (and in a way, I hope it never does). My thoughts are with you and your little guy. May you and yours have peace.

[identity profile] parisindy.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
oh gads i am sooo sorry :(

((hugs))

[identity profile] tristen84.livejournal.com 2010-11-19 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Oh geez, I am so very sorry. What horrible news. Losing a pet is always devastating, but it's even worse when that time comes so suddenly and so quickly.

I will be thinking of you *hugs*

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