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Today, at nearly 11 years old, Rory succumbed to the cancer. We put him to sleep this afternoon.

Rory and his stuffed alligator

We knew his time was limited, and he basically did make the two weeks that the vet predicted. Alas, the prednisone was no match for the cancer. He threw up his medicine last night and his breathing was not good. This morning, it was worse, and there was some bleeding. I took him to the vet, who said he was in bad shape and that we should end his pain today or tomorrow. I opted for today, after watching him struggle with his breath. I don't regret the decision.  He's now without pain, hopefully in a better place. He went to sleep very peacefully after the vet administered the drugs. I think he knew. This morning he just looked at me with his one eye and I could see it was time. We decided to have him cremated, so that if we move, we can take him with us.

We had good times and bad - he weathered some intense surgery a few years back when he nearly died from bladder stones. He's had Lyme, he's been bitten or clawed by something, he's eaten things he shouldn't and ruined things- like chewing up the zipper on his sleeping pad, drooling and leaving white spots on the hard wood floor, mangled the gutter (I will never figure out what that was about, but I won't repaint it as now it has sentimental value). He put up with me putting stuffed animals on him, trapping him in snow forts (he LOVED the snow).

Toughest part will be coming home and not being greeted by him, wanting to go out, or hearing him barking himself silly at the squirrels, or whining for me to open the door when good grief, even the cat could do it. I will be vaccuming up his hair for months to come, I am sure, or begging for good. He did get his appetite back right before he went to the vet, scarfing down the forbidden whie bread, but we knew from watching his breathing, that letting him go was right.

And now, some pictures and videos...


Sitting on the rug, his favorite spot


In the yard, in the Spring, probably picking up those darned deer ticks.


Rory and the cat, playing. Yes, they loved each other quite a bit. When I came home after Rory was gone, I let the cat sniff the alligator (which Rory rested on in his final moments) and I think the cat knows.


As if anybody else is shredding tissues on the floor....GUILTY! ;)


Rory LOVED the snow. He'd stay out all day if we let him. He'd sit on the last vestige of snow as spring approached as if trying to hold on to the cold spot.


Yes, he was a shelf for stuffed toys.


Taken in October, when his eye hemorrhaged. He loved to sit in the same spot next to the patio, so much so, the grass is gone, the Earth flattened and impacted.


Oh yeah, he did not like the Cone of Shame at all, but he healed up so well from the surgery.
 

Laughing or yawning. I'd like to think he's no longer in pain and running green pastures, shredding weeds and chasing squirrels.


Shredding weeds. A favorite.

 


Frustrated by the fence cuz he's too fat to jump over it. Aw.. poor little guy.
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Date: 2010-12-01 03:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gyri.livejournal.com
{{{HUGS}}}

I'm so sorry for your loss of Rory.

This is a wonderful tribute to your furry loved one---beautiful pictures and memories.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. I should also add that he chewed up lots of underwear and socks, but oh well, they're just clothes. ;)

Rory

Date: 2010-12-01 03:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] louise3anne.livejournal.com
I am so sorry for your loss. We have dogs and cats, and with time, they all pass away. It's so hard sometimes, you swear you'll never get another b/c you can't stand the pain of losing them.
But they are always there for you, no matter what.
Dogs, by their very nature, teach us happiness.

Re: Rory

Date: 2010-12-01 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thanks. I know. I always think 'never again' but then I do, because the good always outweighs the bad.

Date: 2010-12-01 03:58 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] reedfem.livejournal.com
Oh no. I'm so sorry. What a special guy.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:33 am (UTC)

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Date: 2010-12-01 04:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mcsheplovers.livejournal.com
Rory was so incredibly handsome. Just a beautiful, beautiful dog. Such a pretty coat! I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is such a miserable feeling. You did the right thing by not letting him suffer even though it must've been so hard to let go. Thinking of you.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
He was gorgeous, and so gentle and kind. It was very difficult to let him go, but I also know he's at peace now.

Date: 2010-12-01 04:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] syble4.livejournal.com
[[[[hugs]]]]

Date: 2010-12-01 05:34 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxyinthecity.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry for you and your family lost. Rory was beautiful.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. Yes, he was beautiful, and the little squirt knew it too ;)

Date: 2010-12-01 04:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crayonbreakygal.livejournal.com
I am so sorry to hear this. He was such a beautiful dog. *hugs*

Date: 2010-12-01 05:34 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 04:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sgafan.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry for your loss, but glad that you have peace in your decision. I think the last, best thing we can do for the companion animals we love is to make that decision and to end their suffering when its time to do so. He had a loving and happy life and in the end, that's what matters.

*HUGS* to you on your loss!

Date: 2010-12-01 05:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much. It was very difficult to do, but in the end, it was the right thing to do for him. I had to put aside "just one more day" thoughts to realize I had to make him happy, not me. He enjoyed his final days as much as he could.

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Date: 2010-12-01 05:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much. Your messages have meant a lot to me.

Date: 2010-12-01 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vecturist.livejournal.com
{{{HUGS}}} I'm sorry. Looking at the pics, Rory had a good life.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:35 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 04:30 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much.

Date: 2010-12-01 04:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] neeraffxi.livejournal.com
My heart goes out to you. When I read your entry tonight I had to go and hug my big dog Wolf tight and I didn't want to let go.

It's so hard to lose a pet and some people might not understand, but they are so much more. Our companions, our best friends, always there for us with unconditional love and devotion.

Rory had a great life with you, the pics and vids speak for themselves :)

I have had both scenarios, having to put my cat Willie and my girl Grace to sleep and my little Rica ripped from me unexpectedly when she was only 5. No matter how, it hurts just the same and they will always hold a special place in our hearts.

Noone will ever replace them, but our hearts are big and have plenty room to share our love with new little souls that are searching for a home and friend to spend their lives with.

*hugs*

Susan

Date: 2010-12-01 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much, and for hugging your Wolf. You never know when they might not be there.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:16 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] winter-elf.livejournal.com
*hugs you* Oh Rory. He was a beauty and I know you'll miss him like crazy.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kimberweeme.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry for your loss. I recently had to do the same thing for my beagle, so I understand completely. I teared up reading this post and looking at all the lovely pictures.

I'm sure Rory's patch of heaven has lots of snowbanks for him to play in.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. I sure hope heaven has lots of snow. Wouldn't be heaven without it for Rory :)

Date: 2010-12-01 05:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mercury973.livejournal.com
Oh sweetie. I'm so sorry. {{{hugs}}}

Date: 2010-12-01 05:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] onecheekyhobbit.livejournal.com
I'm very sorry. It's so hard when a pet passes. You have my thoughts and prayers.

Date: 2010-12-01 05:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. Yes, very very hard when a pet goes. I get very attached to the little furry guys.

Date: 2010-12-01 06:10 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 06:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilda clark bowen (from livejournal.com)
Rory is so beautiful. I love the snow picture. I can see the joy he was and the joy he brought to your life. I send you all my love and hugs as you go through this grieving period.

Date: 2010-12-02 02:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. Oh, he would have loved living somewhere knee-deep in snow.

Date: 2010-12-01 07:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dinabr.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry. What a beautiful dog. It's very sad.

Date: 2010-12-02 02:01 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-01 07:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alyssa22.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry about your baby. He was very handsome and so obviously loved. Be happy knowing that you gave him an incredible life and that he loved you.

I love the photos and videos, by the way. ESPECIALLY the one in the snow. He looks like that's where he's supposed to be. The more snow, the better!
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Date: 2010-12-02 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thanks. Oh yes, the snow, he loved it. Only wish it had snowed before he passed on. He would have been so happy.

Date: 2010-12-01 07:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sherry57.livejournal.com
I can't tell you how sorry I am hon. I'm sitting here crying as I read about Rory, who I feel through your stories about him, was a dog I knew.
They really get under our skin and into our heart these creatures, a part of the family. It's so difficult to face their parting and for you, to have to make that decision to put him to sleep must have been hard but, I'm sure your last act showed even more love than all the love you showed him his whole life.
He obviously had a very happy life and brought you a lot of happiness too. When the tears finally stop, you'll have wonderful memories to keep forever.
He was a beautiful dog pet. All I can do is send you all my thoughts and huge hugs. Take care hon.

Date: 2010-12-02 02:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
I do have many good memories of Rory, and cherish them. I do so love my pets and am glad I took videos here and there of him. Thank you very much for your thoughts.

Date: 2010-12-01 07:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lysambre.livejournal.com
I'm glad you had a many good years with him, many hugs.

Date: 2010-12-02 02:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you. I only wish I'd had more years.

Date: 2010-12-01 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tristen84.livejournal.com
I'm so very sorry. He is in a better place now, but that doesn't make you miss him any less.

:hugs:

Date: 2010-12-02 02:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much.

Date: 2010-12-01 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bluespirit-star.livejournal.com
I am so sorry for your loss.
Rory was obviously a wonderful & special boy. ♥

Date: 2010-12-02 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much.

Date: 2010-12-01 08:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] squonk79.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry, i remember losing my dog, it was just horrible.

But you know you did the right and selfless thing letting him go, you just can't let them suffer.

He was such a beautiful dog and sounds like a real character, you'll have some great memories.

*massive hugs*

Date: 2010-12-02 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wraithfodder.livejournal.com
Thank you very much. Yes, he was a real character :)
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